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To Be Back in Skinny Jeans For Good!

I'm back again. It has been a long time, but I have been so busy with work. I left the island and am now in WV working at another resort. Thankfully I am not managing a restaurant so I won't have to be around all that food uck! Well I have been on and off the wagon since then. I went down to about 140 but am currently back at 155. So disappointed in myself. But I have new motivation and I know I can do this. I worked out last night and kept my calories way down. I downloaded the my fitness pal app on to my phone and it is awesome. It helps me stop myself from making bad decisions. So anyways, back to my goals. My real motivator is to go back to the island in 5 months and be looking AMAZING! I can and will do this there is no way I will let myself fail. I am fitting in to my size 8 jeans and I will be in no higher than a 4 when I leave here. I even took a before picture in my bikini that I will post later. I am using it as a motivator becaus I look so freaking gross in it! UGHH! Oh well I will make it work. I am going to watch a movie on netflix any suggestions?